Into the heart of the Amazon in search of Truth

On 4-20-06 I sold everything I owned and flew to the Amazon jungle on a journey of self discovery. I lived 1 year with a native Shipibo community in a village called San Francisco. While in the Amazon I worked intensively with a shamanic tea called Ayahuasca, which opened my eyes to a whole new way of seeing the world. Here you will find journal entries taken directly from my recently published memoir titled, "Journal: Into the heart of the Amazon in search of Truth"

November 28, 2006

Separation Hurts: November 28, 2006

(from: "Journal: Into the heart of the Amazon in search of Truth" )

Separation exists within the collective consciousness because separation exists on the Earth, and separation exists within me. Do I try and glue my separated parts together, or just sit here and do nothing? My awareness is the only thing that I am certain exists, because I am aware of my experience. Everyone else, everything else, is uncertain. I cannot go inside of another to see if there is consciousness, or awareness, or Spirit. I am uncertain wether consciousness exists within another person, or if it is just an illusion. It appears that we are all co-creating this experience, and somehow we are all experiencing this creation in the same Eternal moment.