3.22.07
Author Notes: this journal was written while in a small native/ indigenous Shipibo community near Pucallpa Peru, just before returning to the USA after 1 year in the Amazon regions of Peru.
I am in San Francisco Peru right now, rain falling outside, Brett Dennon music playing on the laptop....
mosquito guts smeared across the computer screen.
Tulasi sleeping deeply in a comma of bliss accross the mosquito netted room from me
candel lit
mapacho tobacco nearby
feeling glorious
I traveled with Marcin from Poland, his 2 friends Tom and Dorota, to Iquitos PERU
where I met up with Rossy, a young Shipibo girl I new from from San Francisco. We got together and are at present time boyfriend girlfriend, and feel that i am going into a long distance relationship as i leave Peru in 1 week.
Together, we traveled to the Pacaya Samiria jungle reserve for one week
then, came back to Iquitos and said goodbye to Rossy as she had to return to san fran for school, and we left by boat to Yurimaguas....then onto Tarapoto by bus. I wanted to meet up with Ali who was visiting a community in the hills. he was not there and had left the day before our arrival. We entered the small pueblo of San Roque de Cumbaza.
Absolutely transforming adventure..vacation, traveling with Johnny was a blessing.
He opened up to "god" and god spoke through him to me: "never forget to pray to god- pray every moment..life should be a prayer, a walking talking conversation with god." This was the message and I felt it, and heard it, loud and clear.
How are we to know god if we never have conversations...if we never talk?
It is like any other kind of relationship, it takes time, energy, desire, and communication.
In San Roque we came across a huge pile of shrooms and had a ceremony.
spoke to god through Johnny
pure enlightened truth, Johnny was no longer present as johnny.
The next day i watched a documentary called The Secret.
The Secret talks about the :Law Of Attraction: and i realized that everything i came seeking came to me
through this universal LAW
i had tears in my eyes as the message came to me so clear that my journey in Peru was over. time to go HOME.
Marcin wanted to travel with me another month or two around Peru to see Cuzco and Macci Pichu, then Lake Titicaca.
however, the message came through loud and clear. it is time.....
I choose to stop by San Fran on the way home to talk more with Rossy, and check in on the animals and house, and Tulassi, all is as expected, animals happy, good energy in the home and throughout the land.
So nice to be here..feeling the complete freedom.
. ...plane flight leaves from Lima to Portland on the 28th...cant wait to see my old friends back in the western world...
my magical blessed adventure has been so inspiring on every level of my being.
I know myself like never I thought I would
Thank you god, creator, self.
Resting now, taking the 1 year in Peru, into my soul, one breath at a time..
exhaling love, gratitude, peace, and happiness out into my world and universe.
blessings unending
joel:)
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- t r u t h -
truth came as a thief in the night
stealing my identity
robbing me of me
truth is a candle lit in the darkness-
soul opening and expanding
the light and energy dissolving fear,
dissolving everything that is clouded.
bringing light into the day-
hope is not needed,
Truth is the only thing that exists.
...............................
when will the world end
when will there be an apocalypse
when will the second coming happen
what will happen in 2012
will there be a pole shift,
...an ice age,
total destruction etc..etc...
these questions come from fear
they come from a place of dissatisfaction
from being disconnected with god truth and self
if i am with god in this moment
then there are no questions, there is trust, and flowing within guidance.
why not spend my time perfecting self
instead of preoccupation over possible futures?
the future does not exist....there is only this moment and potential possibilities.
why waste the time and life i have been given....?
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