hi. 4..8.07 easter sunday..

author note: this is an old journal entry from my many notes on life. There is a lot of catching up I would like to do with this blog....The following are some thoughts, feelings regarding my expereince as a human on planet earth:

4..8.07 easter Sunday..

The consciousness on the earth, within humanity, is a collective of energy. Ideas. thoughts.

That mass of consiousness, or god, or creation, is growing in Power.....This power is evolving.

As we evolve in our understandings, This Thing we call GOD is expanding. The Light of My awareness is dissolving shadow, darkness.

The light is limited on earth, until humanity wakes from its dream of separation.
This power is coming to the earth in the form of enlightened, or self/aware human beings...living "gods". We are Creators.

There is no room for darkness in the presence of the power, the light.
this is why the world is currently experiencing pain.
the light is flushing out all of the darkness that has been built up in the human collective of consiousness.

Every dark idea, every last dark thought, every inkling to think or create from a place of darkness,
...Is now being experienced and then cleansed. Each Idea creates and is part of a belief system. It is through that belief system that we judge, analyze, create, and ultimately experience life. The Idea must be fully known, (experienced, then felt, to know whether or not the idea is inline with truth, goodness, love, god...this is true Knowing...because only that which is known, exists.) We are coming to a place of a higher and more TRUE KNOWING. We are coming to this place more and more, every time a human begins to seek truth, question reality, and begins finding answers.

I just finished crying....i felt the pain of The Separation that god is feeling each moment that passes when we, the human family is not connected in LOVE and therefore in Harmony. I felt the separation that I broadcast and exist within every moment that passes when I am living as if everything and everyone is separated....I guess I would feel like shit too if all of my body parts and cells were pulled apart and separated. This is why i cried...i FELT that Separation...like the REAL I, or I AM, or GOD, was in human form and feeling the pain that is created by the illusion of separation.

we cannot and will not become one human family, until we believe we are one human family. or, until I believe we are one human family. There exists separation on earth, because humans believe there is separation. I still have self doubt at times, lack of trust. We believe there is separation, because we are not going within to seek and find answers. When one seeks answers, one finds answers, one eventually is lead to Truth. TRUTH is the only real answer. the connecting force of Love.

Additionally, I have looked within only to find that I AM that energy. At the core of my being, lies this essence. It is from that essence, and by this essence that i exist as joel harris. I must change and correct my beliefs,... and then live by these beliefs, create a reality and world based on these beliefs. based on what I Know to be Truth.